Princess Of Vanity

2007-08-21T11:37:00.000+08:00

i'm a slut because i'll wear shorts and a tanktop

i'm a bitch because i don't let you push me around

i'm a liar because i won't tell you everything

i'm stupid because sometimes i'm wrong

i'm ugly because my face isn't perfect

i'm a whore because i like boys

i'm annoying because i'm not chill enough

i'm a loser because i'm not friends with your group

i use people because i do whats best for me

i'm fake because most of the time i'm happy

i'm weird because i'm not like you

i'm controlling because i get mad sometimes

i'm clingy because i like to be around people

i'm greedy because i like to be satisfied

i'm naive because i'm younger than you

i'm conceited because i'm proud of who i am

i'm rude because my manners aren't perfect

i'm unappreciative because i don't praise you

Don't try to tell me who i am because i already know.

2007-08-19T13:25:00.000+08:00

BLOG
abandon :)

2007-07-24T16:20:00.000+08:00

Interview with myself

Today we'll be interviewing Haneesha about her life and the rumours. There's a reason for this. it's because Haneesha is fed up about having to explain EVERYTHING to everyone. sO, once and for all. After this interview Haneesha will return to her normal blogging.

Interview by: Honey

So, Haneesha, tell us a bit about yourself?
Im well, what I would say LOUD AND PROUD. haha

What things have you heard about yourself?
Loads! and stupid people actually believe it. I MEAN SERIOUSLY. are stupid or just plain dumb?!

What's the worst thing you've heard?
Uhm, last year some BITCH turned the whole gang of prefects against me. I mean are u sooo immature just coz youre jealous? sure i have everythin you dont...i have LIFE. but it doesnt mean that im evil. gahh. and they actually believed her aside from the few. she said terrible things about them and made it look as if i said them. get real already. Oh ya once there was this girl (I WONT NAME YOU) who spread some shit rumour about my darling Ranjini.

Do you still talk to her?
I forgive but dont forget. Shes a backstabber and ill always remmbr that. SHe'll live a curel sad and pathetic life. you'll see :)

So, there's been rumours that you had or have a boyfriend. what can you say about this?
hahaha. Me? boyfriend? hahah No la. never had, never intend to, never will. for now anyway. Im too young i feel. boys are stupid lets throw rocks at them. kidding.

Not even crushes?
Of coz theres crushes. But theyre on unrealistic celebrities which i KNOW i have no chance with. BUT its fun to stalk and imagine and pretend

What about the rumours that you're a lesbian?
oh gosh! no! some people are so pathetic. they think if youre a girl and youre single ure a loser. that or either ure a lesbian. get a life you WHORES.

But most of the lesbian rumours started when you finished your schools drama production when you cut you hair and became a, i quote," hot guy"?
haha. That was for my character you see. Sure i have many faces and phases i go through in my life. Ive always wanted to have an edgy short hair style. so i did it. And i had an excuse. so, its good.

ok. Do you go on diets and stuff to lsoe weight?
well i did. i used to count calories and stuff. i lost come weight but i think ive put it on back. Whats not to love about food. its GREAT. Food-o-holic

Are you emo?
Emo as in emotional? sometimes yeah. but if youre tryna label me, DONT. i hate labels. IM not emo goth punk watever else. Im Haneesha and thats who i wanna be. Emo wanna-bes GET A LIFE. attention seeker prats wallowing in self pity, youre NOT emo. youre STUPID. see the difference?

What do u think about those desperate girls who will go head over heels for a guy? or just talk about guys?
pathetic. they dont have their priorities in life straightened up. I understand crushes but to go to that extend?! that's just bringing down the female race man. the girls who talk about guys 24/7 need to get a life and realise that theres SO MUCH MORE to life thn a boy. and to them you think im a loser cz i dont have/had a bf or a lsoer coz im commenting on them beacuse of thebf reason, u think youre cool now but lets see where yuo are when i have got an education a sports car and loads of cash and you by the street dressed hooker...oh wait...you are one. Thn, ill ask you whos the loser.

Thank you for you time haneesha, it was a pleasure interviewing you. im sure ill be back in the future to aid you in squashing the rumours that are yet to come
Thank you. :)

2007-07-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

Honey in the hat

Top hat

Made by me

For me

For the food fair

gosh

I ROCK

2007-07-17T15:52:00.000+08:00

I realized
that me and may
swear the same
:)

HOLY MOTHER OF...(insert whatever here or leave it blank)

haha

no wonder we get along
love yahh MAY!!

2007-07-13T15:56:00.000+08:00

JUNE=SEXY
Loves to chat. [that I do]
Loves those who love them. [What not good about being loved?]
Loves to takes things at the center. [Im not sure...]
Inner and physical beauty. [HELL YEAH xD]
Lies but doesn't pretend. [not really weii...]
Gets angry often. [me? nahhh ]
Treats friends importantly. [they aree PRECIOUS]
Brave and fearless. [Except when it comes to roaches. ]
Always making friends. [yeaaap]
Not easily hurt but recovers easily. [i think..]
Daydreamer. [yeah]
Opinionated. [yeah]
Does not care to control emotions. [I used to not be able to control emotions...now I can]
Unpredictable. [thats so truueee]
Understanding. [yeahh. I FELL YOU MANN]
Fun to be around. [hell yeah]
Outgoing. [hell yeah]
Hyper. [hell yeah]
Bubbly personality. [hell yeah]
Secretive. [sometimes...]
Boy/girl crazy. [hell yeah...what's life without it. Stalking is funnn]
Loves sports, music,leisure and travelling. [hell yeah]
Systematic. [not really...]
Hot but hasbrains. [hell yeah...I think xD]
If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize thatyou are very much alike in the next 2days. [STUPID LA> but the rest is true ish]

2007-07-11T00:08:00.000+08:00

MY BROTHHHAAA is Nicole Kidman

he's my nicole kidman

BROTHHAAA

____________________________

ANyways

I still feel so touched that day la

my friends are so awesome

Seriously

I wanted to eat Lecka Lecka

For those of you who don't know what Lecka Lecka is *glare*, its Italian ice cream, gelato, and its EXCELLENT! they have different flavours and it tastes awesome too.

So I really wanted to eat it and I was practically rolling on the floor on the brink of death (note the drama-queen exaggeration) and I was looking for victim to go eat Lecka Lecka or at least accompany me and someone VOLUNTEERED

i mean

aww-ness much

So, they came, fetched me, let me eat ice cream and sent me home

:)

Thanks guysss

APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH

I feel so touched

Now, everytime I feel as if no one cares and stuff, I think of this, and I feel so much more apprecaited.

thanks :)

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2007-07-08T18:29:00.000+08:00

I saw someone from my past today
That person didn't recognize me
Looked me directly in the eyes
I wanted that person to see it was me
But at the same time I didn't
I wanted to ask
But I was unsure
So I kept silent
And was happy that I was

2007-07-06T20:34:00.000+08:00

I ATE LECKA LECKA
THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!!!
for taking me
I reallly appreciate it
Means alot
=]

THANKS YOUUUSSSS

*BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG HUG*

2007-07-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

Presenting: GAY

School is gay
Rules are gay
assemblys are gay
Teachers are gay
Prefects are gay
Short nails are gay
SHort fringes are gay
NOt being able to wear nail polish is gay
smiling to teachers is gay
wishing teachers gay
Homework is gay
Studying is gay
Exams are gay
KK is gay
Staying back is gay
Biology is gay
Chemistry is gay
physics is gay
add math is gay
math is gay
english is gay
bm is gay
history is GAY
agama is gay
moral is gay
EST is gay
Socks are gay
shoes are gay
sports is gay
debates are gay
dramas are gay
public speaking is gay
emceeing is gay
dancing is gay
singing is gay
uniforms are gay
school life is gay

2007-07-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

today was a good day

Rarely you have one of those in SCHOOL

its the place of doom right?

I saw miss Leong today

SHe's a really understanding teacher and she's going to help me get back on track...

gootttaa love her

so unlike the EVIL teacher in my school

(you know who im talking about)

anywayyy

I doodled Evan during class

From the top: left to right

Evan playing like totally in to the music, Evan like WOAH! IM PLAYING THE GUITAR, Same for the next picture, The next one is evan getting electrocuted...note the hair is standing up, evan jumping and finally, SUPER EVAN!

and I countedthe hairs on mays hand. lOl.

IN THE NAME OF SCIENCE

I kept losing track so i had to mark of the hairs ive counted, and i used pen and was "dot"ing all over mays hand. thn i washed it and DID IT AGAIN. and thn, i washed again and spent the whole sejarah period wiping and MOLESTING mays hand and getting the ink off

hey, it was in THE NAME OF SCIENCE :))

2007-07-01T18:48:00.000+08:00

CURRENT OBSESSION: rihanna's album <3

I wanna take you away

Let's escape into the music,

DJ let it play

I just can't refuse it

Like the way you do this

Keep on rockin' to it

Please don't stop the, please don't stop the music

I wanna take you away

Let's escape into the music,

DJ let it play

I just can't refuse it

Like the way you do this

Keep on rockin' to it

Please don't stop the, please don't stop the

Please don't stop the music

Baby are you ready cause it's gettin close

Don't you feel the passion ready to explode?

What goes on between us no-one has to know

This is a private show

Do you know when to start it?

I just came here to party

But now we're rockin on the dance floor, actin' naughty

Your hands around my waist

Just let the music play

We're hand in hand just to dress and now we're face to face

________________________________
Sell me candy like it’s summer when it’s melting in my hands
I know you’re around like the ice cream man
I can hear you calling, whisper something in my ea
rYou seem like sugar, tell me what I wanna hear
I’m weak by your touch and when it’s melting on my lips
I run through my body when you lick my fingertips
You’re selling me a fantasy that I want to explore
It sounds so good it’s got me rotten to the core
Talk to me
Take care of my dreams
All I need
Is you beside me
It’s destiny
Just let it be
If words can speak
Then baby sell it to me
Sell me candy, sell me love, sell me heaven, sell me doves
What’s the charge? What’s the cost?
you the boss.
You could be a professional, boy you make a sale
I try to resist but every time I fail
The one temptation that I gotta endure
The running through my body now you’re knocking at my door
A thin little kiss and your call is really sweet
But the shawty that you’re rocking is nothing like me
You’re selling me a fantasy that I want to explore
It sounds so good it’s got me rocking through the core (you know)
I wanna play… more than you know
So don’t you leave… and don’t you go
I want it all… until time falls
His arms… I want to roam
I want to love… give him my trust
I want to live… for both of us
I want to breathe you… lay on your shoulder
I want to warm you… when nights get colder
I want love… love… love
I want love… love… love

2007-06-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

but you dont include me in anything and everything

so wahts the point right

bestie?

i dont think so anymore

you dont share

you dont care

2007-06-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

I'm a train wreck in the morning

I'm a bitch in the afternoon

Every now and then without warning

I can be really mean towards you

I'm a puzzle yes in deed

Ever complex in every way

And all the pieces aren't even in the box

And yet, you see the picture clear as day.

When I need attention I tend to nag

I'm a host of imperfection

2007-06-26T20:44:00.000+08:00

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given upI'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
Goddddddd!!!!
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

2007-06-26T15:43:00.000+08:00

I hate my life

2007-06-23T15:36:00.001+08:00

I imagine sometimes how my life would be like if I went to dalat since I came back from the UK. My English would be better. I would know world history. I would have a wicked awesome accent. I wont have problems with shit ass teachers in my school. I wouldn’t have to deal with this gang in my school that name themselves “the prefect gang”. Some of them are really nice and some of them make me want to get a gun and shoot them! Maybe that’s why guns are illegal in Malaysia. I really envy *my friend*. She gets to go to dalat. She gets to live the life I want. She gets to have an American-based syllabus. She gets to quit kk. She has it all. At this moment. I hate life. School is 90% of my life. The 10% is when I’m home. I everyday ask mom and dad if I have to go school the nex day and the answer is always the same.
Life sucks. End.

2007-06-23T15:06:00.000+08:00

22.06.2007
My math teacher is like the devil. In fact, she is worst than the devil. The devil looks nice and friendly next to her. She’s a living breathing, walking, talking, and UGLY nightmare. Alive to make my life hell…bad…horrible. Words cannot describe how much she plagues my life. When she opens her mouth, talk she craps. Shouting. Screaming. Making my ears bleed with her so-called soothing voice. Picking on me because I represented the school for the debate and was away fro six days. I bloody hell represented the school!!! And you’re f*cking pissed at me? And YOU pick on me? (And Ranjini my fellow debater). I have sacrificed so much for the f*cking debate and competition and this is the “thanks” I get?! Vomit. She also hates me because I joined the drama competition. Is it my fault that I got the lead? Arg. She also picks on this group in my class. I mean, if were to do something wrong, it’ll be a BIG issue but if the prefect gang were to…its ok. WHY be so prejudice. You’re a fucking WHORE that’s why. She made 88% (I calculated…hey, its math J ) of the class stand that day for supposedly “not listening to her instructions” wtf. 29 girls did the same thing! Doesn’t that give you a clue?! Heloo!!! Maybe the four girls who did “correctly” were actually wrong! NOT THE OTHER WAY. I understand if you don’t have dress sense, a good haircut and that you’re not getting any at home but please don’t take it out on us! And she refuses to mark my work. WHY? Because I didn’t pass up. Well you said that “you pass up after PPT, I’ll mark. You pass up after holidays, I’ll mark. As long as you pass up”. Well she made up the crap rule about “if you don’t pass up the work before in that book I won’t make the recent work as its not complete yada yada yada yada bla bla bla”…you get the idea. I’ve been busy these few mornings, not my fault I’m a freaking prefect and I have duty in the mornings! I planned to see her on Friday to get everything ticked and marked and etc but she called me and asked me. So I told her what she told me…wait…us…the whole class la. And she was like “so you want to pass up now or not”
“But teacher, you said…”
“Don’t debate with me. I know you’re very good at debating”
I was thinking WTF BITCH! How does this connect to debating?
So I looked at her in the huh way and she looked at me and said “go back to your place. I don’t want to see your face anymore. Like this means…don’t pass for the rest of the year” thinking ill be like
OH NO TEACHER! DON’T ! Let me pass up. Let me lick your shoes. Let me be your slave because of math book 2”.
I walked back. Note to those reading my blog: the reserve psychology thing doesn’t work on me.
So, fine! I won’t pass up. And if she asks Ill quote her again. Plus, I don’t even need her. I got Sash and dad. Anyways apart from math, I really really really really times infinity hate school. Death is looking like a good option. There are many means of a painless death which I can choose from if I ever wanted to kill myself. But…I know my life will improve. Mum says keep your chin up and you’ll pull through. But I don’t think I can. I hate everything from teachers to the ministry. I don’t have much interest in subjects that I have to take. I want to have that choice. I want to learn world history not some Islam crap (no offence). In short, I want to go to dalat international school. I’ve been trying to convince mum since last year but she thinks it’s a phase or something. It’s not. I am deeply, truly unhappy. I feel so down. I wake up every morning. Sad. Because I have to walk through the gates of hell…once again. I don’t belong there. I belong in dalat. Among people whose education is not compulsory and international. I deserve that. I know I do. I cannot take it anymore. It’s like i'm screaming inside. No words can describe this feeling.

2007-06-23T14:46:00.000+08:00

20.06.2007
School is such a drag. I dread waking up every morning. The hours are too early. The days become too long. The night before was spent “burning the midnight oil” (or so they say) doing homework, studying, tuitions, keeping awake because of school. By the time I actually sleep, it is nearly 3 am. I wake up at 6am. My three hours of sleep are too little for me to survive the say, let alone, concentrate. The lack of sleep makes my eyelids burn with desire to close every time I hear the drowning voice of the teachers. Pfft. Teachers. Where do I begin? My walking, talking, “teaching” nightmares. Making my life more terrible everyday. Doing it with a smile on their face. Making me feel as if there’s hell in my class. Their voice, the sound of death. Shattering glass as it is too high pitched or so low you would think it’s their last. The homework thy give me strips me of an afternoon of joy-filled activities. I feel as if I am trapped in a small room with barely enough space for me. My only happiness, a window. A window with the bright shining sun peeping through representing my hope. Making me feel sane in this crazy world I live in. I feel happy. For just a moment. A split second, but then, the piles of homework come. Stacking. Higher and higher. Until my window, my source of happiness, freedom, sanity and hope is covered. Making me wallow in the darkness and despair of which is my life. Making me slowly drift towards obscurity. I become nothing. An empty shell. A walking zombie. A creature of the night banished from the world of the day. Banished from the world of fun (or so it seems). I sometimes wonder, if it’ll ever lead a normal life. But just as the thought comes and I start to drift away…I wake up. I snap back into reality. I wake again into my nightmare which I call school. Is it really a mystery why we teenagers dread school? The food in school isn’t exactly what I call great either. The same old things I’ve been eating since the beginning of time. Sometimes, I don’t even think it’s hygienic. The people running the canteen stalls look so disgusting I’d rather eat on the floor at home. It is so much cleaner. The rules in school are just silly and make no sense. I understand the need for some but others are just out of the question. I come to school for an education (and may I point out I’m not exactly getting a good one) not to abide by some silly rules which I had to agree to by force. I don’t see how the color of my hair can affect what I get for my exams. Or how by wearing a colored bra will too. Does painting my nails make it any different? No! Then??? Why all the silly rules…I bet you these rules were put out there to ruin our life…miserable (or as I like to say it miserable-err). I curse the ministry of education everyday. And what’s up with them and enforcing KK? I don’t see the point of it. Wasting money to wear some stinky gay uniform (and may the designer be shot to death for designing such hideously ugly things) and stay back till 5pm in the afternoon. Heelllooooo. Am I the only one thinking straight here? Have the ministry people forgotten our homework pile, tuitions and out-of-school activities? They are inconsiderate…evil. There was once a time when Muslim students choose either agama or art for their spm…now…its agama all the way! Whoo-hoo =\
The religion Islam is actually a beautiful religion but because of the fanatics making the religion to what they like. I can get killed for this but I’m saying it anyway. Why do that. Don’t they realize they are making people look at the religion in disgust?! Making their own think that way too. I personally think if you’re a pure person….you’re good. All these little factors add up to my despair of hating school. I used to hate it but now I really HATE it. (I stress on the word HATE…HATE…DESPISE)
To put it simply:
Waking up early + homework + teachers + food + rules + religion + KK = I HATE SCHOOL

Oh wait…I’m missing something. Friends.
Friends. You think you know them but you have no idea. They bitch, backstab, lie and rate. Really. They say nasty things behind your back but are as sweet as candy in front of your face. I have had my share of it. Not once, not twice but throughout my life. People spreading rumors about me making other (stupid bitches) turn against me. And when I say people, I mean PERSON. There’s this one girl in my school who is sooo jealous of me, she spreads things about me. I mean, nasty things. Mean things. But I will never stoop to her level. I have dignity. I sit behind her and imagi8ne how I can torture her in the most unimaginable ways. It makes me feel better. What could she have possibly said? Well, ask the prefect gang in my school. They should know.
FYI: YOU THINK I DIDN’T KNOW ARR! I KNOW KAYHSS!

2007-06-23T12:46:00.000+08:00

My birthday party was awesome.

Thanks to everyone who showed up

and the great gifts i got

YOu guys spoil me!

Love mwhass.

the party started out bad.

The hotel screwed up the room and gave me the regular room when i wanted a suite. I was so freaked, I started to cry. Blame me? I mean, I wanted a suite sweet 16 since january and they screwed it up. I saw my cake. It got screwed up too. stupid Jenny's cakehouse bicthes. Made my cake ROUND when i wanted a rectabgular. put some porn lady on it too! I ,m like. wtf.

Thankfully my sister and her dReaM TEAM (faris, rohini and Alexis) were there to help make it better and mom and dad who helped a great bunch too.

but it worked out in the end and the party was absolutely AMAZING.

pictures are here:

2007-06-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

Panic Overdrive!
ROCKSSSSSS
my
SOCCKSSSSS

PANIC PANIC PANIC

*SCREAM*

that is all :))

2007-06-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

Ok whoo

tuesday was AWESOME

I went skating at Queensbay

and sadly people...NO MORE STUDENT PACKAGE ahhhhh

so I had to pay RM16...full price

AND NO FREE DRINK EITHER

I mean...COMON!

Anyways, I went skating with

Emmilyn, Lissa, Debra, Kah Wei, David, Kenn, Gary, Daniel and uhrm...that's it. Steph was supposed to come BUT she cancelled last minute =\

STEPH IF YOU'RE READING THIS YOU'RE DEAD WHEN SCHOOL RE-OPENS

But before that...I was hanging with Ash darling and Hana

Hana and Honey

Ash was like so adoreable. Her giggle is sooo cute.

Its so awesome that even after SO MANY YEARS of not meeting, I still can hang with my former Std one friend.

I had fun wth thm and thn met up with the "gang".

Note: gang referring to people mentioned above

We went skating

and I LOVE SKATING I was making a turn and was going wayyy to fast and knocked two people and fell on my ASS

=

IT WAS PAINFULL!

but thn it got ok. so, I decided to go outta the rink and I saw the dude that I hit sitting down holding his hand.

Then his friends like called me there and I realised HE WAS BLEEDING

First thing that came into my mind was "SHIT!" thn "SORRY"

It turns out my watch had scracted him.

The green is me and the Blue is larry (dude I hurt)

"sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry"

"it's ok"

"sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry"

"never mind. accidents happen"

"sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry"

"its ok."

"sorry, anything I can do? If you need to go to a Clinic...Ill pay your bill..."

"Got tissue?"

"no...bt my friend does"

so I got tissue

I kept all my accesories in the locker and went again to the dude that I hurt

"sorry. sorry. Anything else? Im really sorry"

I MEAN IT WAS BLEEDING rather badly

"got plaster?"

again, emmilyn to the rescue

"sorry. sorry. tdhui pu chi" Note: that means sorry in chinese =]

"its ok"

after a while he carried on skating again and everything was cool.

I got abit paranoid after that....and was kinda slow

but safe and not knocking into anyone

Emmilyn was losing balance at one point and she grabbed on to me

I hugged her so that he was more steady and just as we got steady two dudes (from Larrys gang) lost control and was heading straight at us. one dude hit the other dude and the other dude hit emmilyn and emmilyn was holding on to me so...

BANG

BANG

BOOM

BANG

we all fell. I was on top everyone though.

xD

And may I jsut say that Gary is one WEIRD skater

His legs were like STIFF and he kept falling

he banged into me and emmilyn once but I ok =]

In otherwords, i didnt fall

haha

*points and laughs at people who fell*

and and

I SAW SABBY WABBY THERE

yays

i skated for 3 hours and went home.

Emmi ate at my place and we went tuition

came home

showered

Slept

THE END OF A PERFECT DAY =]...well sorta

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Ok. today

today I went to see my cousins

and Gramma

IT WAS AWESOME

my gramma got me such preety things

and Im NOT being sarcastic

And my cousins were very well behaved today

they said "welcome, tahnk you, please"

And even listened when we talk

such angels

=]

Above: My cousin

Below: His shirt =]

Below:Malaysia's next top model perhaps?

My cousin

2007-06-03T01:09:00.000+08:00

INTRODUCING

HONEY POTTER

taa

daa

blahh

I got bored during cleaning =]

2007-06-01T13:16:00.000+08:00

WARNING

EMMILYN SKIP THE PICTURES

Lies and Truth

Together

Theres a place in gurney

where it has be vandalised

Vandalism is bad people

You make things look ugly

i mean seriously

GET A LIFE

maybe that's why they created paper

so you can draw there:?

WALLS ARE NOT A CANVAS

The nasty things they wrote bout Emmilyn is SHOCKING

unless its your own wall la...then do whatever XD

And someone wrote yuki's name

lol

YUKI IS FAMOUS xD

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Izzat made me think yesterday.

he told me something that make me...well...think

He said

Life is not about the number of breaths you take

But

the number of moments that take your breath away

Its true isn't it

I've been spending too much time wallowing in self pity

I've been spending too much time crawled up in my hole of despair

Too much time wasting this life so short

and one day

soon

I wont have any breath to take me away? xD

lol

but you get the idea

so Izzat if you're reading this (but i highly doubt that because your relatives have taken over your house)

Thanks :)

______________________________________

Im so inspired xD

So here are my inspirationssss

Action may not always bring happiness;but there is no happiness without action.Benjamin Disraeli

The rays of happiness, like those of light, are colorless when unbroken.Henry W. Longfellow

Happiness is where we find it, but rarely where we seek it.J. Petit Senn

Our minds are as different as our faces: we are all traveling to one destination; --happiness; but few are going by the same road.Charles Caleb Colton

AND

2007-05-27T00:34:00.000+08:00

END OF EMXAS

LEt me start by singing the official

ok fine maybe not OFFICIAL

but soon to be official

END OF EXAMS SONG

Exams have ended,

what great happiness and joy,

we can finally eat and sleep and do whatever we please,

until the next one comes,

We will go shopping,

and we will hang out,

We'll use all our money,

And make our parents shout,

Exams are over,

And we're still sober,

let's enjoy while we can,

before results come out and doom our end.

Ok, after the exams ended, May and CHee Li came over to my house and showered
and my mom dropped us at Queensbay.

We ate at McD and went skating

omg

SKATING IS SO AWESOME

I LOVE IT

it was inline and every second was awesome

i have found my another passion

and the BEST part

it's only 8!!! if you have student card that is ...which
I DID

After that, we went shopping and came home

woah, the end-of -exam trip is awesome

I came home and was exhausted I mean

I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE

Slept at 4am the night b4, and hung out the whole day

SO i ate dinner (bubur)

and watched ROBIN HOOD MAN IN TIGHTS!

super funny

and sash was hanging the clothes when she received a call

and from the second she picked it up, i knew it was my uncle calling her from
Dubai.

You can tell these things...well, i can anyway....

also

I conducted a tour today

GOT PAID RM10

whoo hoo

2007-05-23T00:20:00.001+08:00

I MISS MY NOKIA 7370 L'Amour limited edition RM 1250
I think abt it everyday
its been a year
but i still want it

2007-05-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

FANTASTIC FIVE

Ok, this is pure sasha's (natasha) idea
she wants to b fantastic five
and he name would be

FANTASTIC FLAB

BLINDING THE PEOPLE WITH HER FATS

and that

She'll turn evil and start turning everyone purple
and eventually

wait for it

BARNEY

=\

imagine a man on the street "heya kids!"

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

the horror

thank go she aint a director

**Since its dedicated to Sash, its purple =]

2007-05-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

TOP SECRET::::

Our evil plan

*EVIL LAUGH!*

May:

Lets kill the Kementerian Ppl

Honey:

Ok, sure! how do u want to kill them? slowly and painfully or fast?

May:

Slowly! we torture them and make them SUFFER!

Honey:

AWESOME. HOw u wanna do it? Any ideas?

MAy:

We tie them to a chair naked in an air cond room and let water drip on them

again and again. Then skin them.

bwahahahah

Honey:

ooo. naked. Then after skinning em let them bathe in salt water and we throw those

fat ants in out school on them.

Muahahahaha

BEAUTIFUL

May:

I love it!

So so Awesome!

they deserve it!

wonder how many people we hafta kill...

Honey:

Lol. Yeah. Maybe 50.

Gosh, OOO! and if they're malay

we bring dogs and out it on them

May:

Dogs are nothing really.

PIGS! WILD BOAR!

Honey:

And we lock them in a room with liquor!!!

they have no choice but to drink it!

MAUHAHA!

gosh, i feel so evil

MAy:

since when did we get so evil. damn. lol

Honey:

the things exams do to u...

2007-05-21T20:17:00.001+08:00

MY Knight in shining armour

turned out to be a

loser in ALUMINIUM FOIL!

idiot....

why

coz

no1: smoking is stupid

no 2: if you dont care about your education

and only sk8boarding

you're a LOSER coz you have

NO FUTURE

no 3: you're ugly

haha

____________________________________________

anywaysss, school has been like school

stupid as usuall

PPT is on and MY GOD isnt it hard

I never expected it to be so hard

i guess mommie was right when she told me to study more

and

that form 4 wasnt so easy

should've done more revision

i regret

but hey

no point crying over spilt milk

ill wipe it

clean it

make it shine

and carry the milk again

making sure NOT EVEN ONE DROP spills

whoo-hoo

Truthfully, im not really sad about the exam

about the fact that i cant really do it

I mean it is the first exam of form four

and i KNOW

I WILL

get better results for my PAT

eventhough it amaybe include much more of the syllabus

aih aih aih

you knw,

THeRE was one point where I tot add math was ok

Add math is ok

if you can do it

topic by topic

i ROCK but when it comes to everytthing jumbled up

I SUCK

just gotta work harder

and lsiten when mom says

form 4 is no joke

coz it isnt weii!

______________________________________________________

Everyone is welcome to come to my funeral on report card day

where i will be kiillled

thank you

your attendance will be much appreaciated

tata

2007-05-05T15:31:00.000+08:00

The Life Behind a THONG

The G-string or thong is probably the earliest form of clothing known to mankind; having originated in the warmer climates of sub-Saharan Africa where clothing was first worn nearly 75,000 years ago. Many tribal peoples, such as some of the Khoisan people of southern Africa, wore thongs for many centuries. Much like the 2000-plus-year-old Japanese fundoshi, these early garments were made with the male genitalia in mind.
Although developed for the male anatomy by primitive peoples, in the modern West thongs are more often worn by females. They first gained mainstream popularity as swimwear in South America, particularly in Brazilin the 1970s. In Brazil, where the buttocks ("bunda" in Brazilian Portuguese slang) are especially admired and emphasized; it was originally a style of swimsuit whose rear area became so narrow that it would disappear between the wearer's ass. Female strippers and erotic dancers in the west have been wearing G-strings and thongs during their routines since the mid-1970s.

-In Latin America and Portugal the G-String is referred as "Hilo Dental" (spanish) or "Fio Dental" (portuguese), which both mean "dental floss".

-In Lithuania the G-string is often called "stringai", or more national name "siaurikės".

-In Italy the G-string is called "perizoma" or "tanga" (in Italian language "tanga" is a micro-panties).

-In Turkey the G-string is called "ipli külot" (ipli means "stringed" and külot means "underpants") or like in Italy, it is also called "tanga".

-In French, German and Dutch, the G-string is usually called "string", a loanword from English.

-In Puerto Rico, a Spanish slang term often used for G-string is gistro, most commonly used by Reggaeton artists to refer to the underwear style. Tangas is also a spanish term used for thong.

-In Argentina and Chile, G-String is widely known as colaless. In those countries, cola means buttocks, thus colaless literally means buttocks-less.

-In the Japanese language and also in Cantonese, the G-string is widely known as T-back, after its shape seen from behind. The sound has been causing some confusion among Japanese speakers with a tea bag, which is also common in today's Japanese dictionaries. The term T-back is also commonly used in the Philippines. However, there are several usages of the term "T-back" in English as well (i.e., Children's literature author E.L. Konigsburg's T-backs, T-shirts, Coat and Suit). In other dialects of the Chinese language, the G-string is commonly called as dingziku (丁字裤) which literally means "t character pants".

-In Czech, Estonian, Finnish, German, Hungarian, Romanian, Spanish, Serbian and Norwegian the G-string is often called "tanga". In Finnish, the plural stringit "strings" is used, as they are pants, not a "pant".

-In Bulgarian, the G-string is referred to as a "prashka", or slingshot.

-In Polish and in Russian the G-string is usually called stringi, which is a pluralized loanword from English (literally: "strings").

-In Australia only the term G-string is used. Thongs are a type of rubber footwear.

-In Romanian, a G-string is called "Aţa în cur" which literally means "string in ass."

Ok, so I wore one. Emmilyn suggested I wore it to tuition. and i did

well, i thong is...kinda comfortable. Makes ya feel like ya wearing nothing. I dont think i would've been at all comfortable if i wore it with a skirt. i wore it with jeans and it was not bad. It wasnt like a 24/7 wedgie at all.

So, yes, I have done it! One thing to check of my things to do.

dont think differently of me

tata

2007-05-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

When Life is sad it is BLACK

When Life is happy it is WHITE

Black is the meaning of nothingness

White is the colors of the rainbow put together

Therefore Life is BLACK&WHITE

2007-05-02T01:39:00.000+08:00

Ok seriously
whats the deal with HSM
It was a nice movie..but they totally blew it outta proportion, i mean it was EVERYWHERE at one point that I GOT SICK OF IT.
and now
now
the horror
oh please
HELP ME
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL TWO~~~!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
BLIND ME

and these people, who may i point out have already made their MILLIONS are trying to make even MORE millions. so they ask the viewers how they want the next HSM to be. So they dont have to think of a script and the viewers get what they want.
If the kids, i mean those innocent kids who got corrupted by HSM were as corrupted as i was...they'd probably a few weird entries. XD
so, I've decided to tell you guys how i want [and hope] HSM two will be.

POSSIBLE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL TWO PLOTS

1. Well, Troy is like the lead and is the team captain and has to live up to Gabriella's standards and cannot take the pressure so he becomes MAD and gets a machine gun and SHOOTS everybody esp that irritating drama teacher again and agian. and when he runs out of bullest, he gets a knife and goes to his father [well, he is a teacher] and stabs him screaming like a sisy girl
" IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH EH<> AHAHAHHAHA"
again and again. he thn see's gabriella who says
"troy, why are u doing this"
he runs to her and hugs her but stabs her in the heart frm the back. the thn realises...that...he'll go to prision...so he somehow finds a gun and shoots himself. the end.
i like this one
so bloody and grusome. it would be fun to watch
yes i knw
im disturbed

EXCELLENT
i know
ok another one

(discussed with sister)

2. IT starts of as, Gabriella finds out shes indian and shes been adopted. so her indian mom takes her away for an arranged marrige with an INDIAN boy. He finds out shes getting married and rides off to the wedding with a horse because somehow all modes of transportation was jammed [a typical disney movie] and rides of, goes to the wedding place and finds out shes INDIAN [he's racist] and screams like a sissy girl running "eeeeeeeeeeeeeee" and he runs into Corbin Bleu and falls into his arms. There is a connection in thier eyes. BUzzz. and he realises...he is in love. he is GAY. =] and as they are walking back to their school, they bump into that creme blrulay guy oh however you spell it...i forgot his name. haha. and they realise, they are in love with each other. they hold each other hands and hug. in slow motion. they decide, they all love cinnamon buns and decide to open a bakery and become the BAKERTIERS!!!
Imagine the baking scene. They are holding each other and making dough, the passion. they look at each other, more in love thn ever before. and troy comes, throws flour on them and they pin troy on the table and just as it gets sexuall and abit X rated [i dont think disney will show a gay love scene XD] THYE BREAK into a song
yay =\
ANd they were inspired by the cheetah girls so their song is BAker Brothers (cheetah girls had Cheetah Sisters...yah i know...chweesyyy)
the lyrics go like this:

Cause we are Brohters
We stand together
We make up one big bakery though
we don't look the same
Our buns are different
Different flavours
We make each other stronger
That ain't ever gonna change
We're baker boys baker brothers

then troys father comes in.
"Troy, what is going on"
Troy answers in a gay-ly fashion
"I have found a PASssssssssssion. I love baking! baking! Its great and Ive found some people *looks at corbin and other dude* i love. Dad, you cant take this away frm me"
The father looks...and says
"sure. ok. go ahead"
and they break into dance
THE END

wow
How i wish i was the director =\
oh well
one can dream

adios ppl

2007-04-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

- Spleak - Who would play YOU in a movie??? type "playme celeb" says:
PlayMe Celeb Menu
Hmm... who would play you...
1 In an Action Movie?
2 In a Scary Movie?

+*::ĤôNëy::*+ School is evil. says:
2

- Spleak - Who would play YOU in a movie??? type "playme celeb" says:
Okay... so we all have a dark side. The question is... if a popular horror movie villain were to portray you in a movie, which villain would it be? I hate to be sexist, however, most horror movie villains are male... so we'll just skip the male/female question and go right into...
If you were to go to an event, you'd most likely choose:
1 A costume party.
2 A crazy music or art show.

+*::ĤôNëy::*+ School is evil. says:
1

- Spleak - Who would play YOU in a movie??? type "playme celeb" says:
At the same costume party, would you wear a mask or would you decorate your face?
1 I'd completely hide my face, maybe even put a bucket over my head.
2 I'd mysteriously don a mask, a la Zorro.
3 I'd decorate my face like a baker decorates a cake.

+*::ĤôNëy::*+ School is evil. says:
2

- Spleak - Who would play YOU in a movie??? type "playme celeb" says:
If you had to celebrate only one holiday a year, would it be...
1 Christmas... because I'm selfish and I love presents.
2 Halloween... I like dressing up and acting crazy.

+*::ĤôNëy::*+ School is evil. says:
2

- Spleak - Who would play YOU in a movie??? type "playme celeb" says:
When you were younger, you most likely:
1 Were the one terrorizing other kids.
2 Were the one being terrorized by other kids.

+*::ĤôNëy::*+ School is evil. says:
1

- Spleak - Who would play YOU in a movie??? type "playme celeb" says:
So... you may not consider this guy scary in the Jason and Freddy sort of way, but my analysis concludes that the horror villain who would most likely play you would most definitely be Darth Vader. You secret love of terrorizing the weak is only amplified by your desire to dress up in a black hood and say things like "Luke, I am your father".

+*::ĤôNëy::*+ School is evil. says:
playme celeb

- Spleak - Who would play YOU in a movie??? type "playme celeb" says:
PlayMe Celeb Menu
Hmm... who would play you...
1 In an Action Movie?
2 In a Scary Movie?

+*::ĤôNëy::*+ School is evil. says:
1
- Spleak - Who would play YOU in a movie??? type "playme celeb" says:
Your life is a non-stop adventure... which means you need the right star to play you when (inevitably) Hollywood decides to make an action film out of your life. So... first things first... are you male or female?
1 Male
2 Female

+*::ĤôNëy::*+ School is evil. says:
2

- Spleak - Who would play YOU in a movie??? type "playme celeb" says:
You are a girl of action... no matter where you are. For example, if someone cuts in front of you in line at the movie theater, you:
1 Shove him/her aside and regain your rightful place in line.
2 Cause a diversion and sneak to the front of the line, passing ten people.

+*::ĤôNëy::*+ School is evil. says:
1

- Spleak - Who would play YOU in a movie??? type "playme celeb" says:
If you were seeking a travel adventure, which would you be more likely to do:
1 Head to the Far East, where you explore ancient lands and trek through vast deserts.
2 Head to one of the world's biggest cities and navigate the city streets and crazy nightlife.

+*::ĤôNëy::*+ School is evil. says:
2

- Spleak - Who would play YOU in a movie??? type "playme celeb" says:
Getting married more than once is:
1 A fact of life... nobody stays married these days.
2 Something you dread... and will actively avoid.

+*::ĤôNëy::*+ School is evil. says:
1
- Spleak - Who would play YOU in a movie??? type "playme celeb" says:
You're a bit changeable... which means you'll have several careers in this lifetime. In all likelihood, you also have several husbands. In between all of this, you'll find yourself in the middle of daring adventures and high-pressure situations, all of which you'll handle with grace and style. Of course, it logically follows that Jennifer Lopez will be playing you in the action film that will someday be made about your life.

SO im DARTH VADER and J.LO.

cool

Im J. Vader XD hahaha

2007-04-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

THE BITCH SLAP
To slap bitchsTo slap someone who is a bitch.To bitchfully slap someone.

Definition of bitch:

bitch1 [bitʃ] noun
the female of the dog, wolf or fox
Arabic:
كَلْبه ثَعْلَبَه، ذِئْبَه

Chinese (Simplified):
母狗，母狼，母狐

Chinese (Traditional):
母狗，母狼，母狐

Czech:
fena, samice od vlka, lišky

Danish:
tæve

Dutch:
teef

Estonian:
emane

Finnish:
narttu, naaras

French:
chienne, louve, renarde

German:
die Hündin, die Wölfin, die Füchsin

Greek:
το θηλυκό του σκύλου, του λύκου ή της αλεπούς

Hungarian:
szuka

Icelandic:
tík

Indonesian:
anjing betina

Italian:
cagna; lupa; volpe femmina*

Japanese:
雌犬

Korean:
암컷

Latvian:
kuce

Lithuanian:
kalė, vilkė, lapė

Norwegian:
tispe

Polish:
suka

Portuguese (Brazil):
cadela, loba, raposa-fêmea

Portuguese (Portugal):
fêmea

Romanian:
căţea; lupoaică; vulpe

Russian:
самка

Slovak:
suka, líška (samica), vlčica

Slovenian:
psica, volkulja, lisica

Spanish:
perra, *loba, *zorra

Swedish:
hynda, tik, rävhona, varghona

Turkish:
dişi köpek, *kurt, *tilki

bitch2 [bitʃ] noun
a (bad-tempered or unpleasant) woman
Arabic:
إِمْرأةٌ داعِرَه

Chinese (Simplified):
脾气坏的女人，泼妇

Chinese (Traditional):
脾气坏的女人，潑婦

Czech:
potvora, běhna

Danish:
mær; sæk

Dutch:
kreng

Estonian:
eit

Finnish:
ämmä

French:
garce

German:
das Weibsstück

Greek:
στρίγκλα, σκύλα (μτφ.)

Hungarian:
szajha

Icelandic:
tæfa, tík

Indonesian:
perempuan nakal

Italian:
donnaccia; puttana

Japanese:
あばずれ女

Korean:
심술궂은 여자

Latvian:
kuņa

Lithuanian:
kalė

Norwegian:
merr, tispe

Polish:
jędza

Portuguese (Brazil):
prostituta

Portuguese (Portugal):
cabra

Romanian:
ticăloasă

Russian:
сука

Slovak:
potvora

Slovenian:
deklina, babura

Spanish:
zorra, lagarta

Swedish:
satkärring, subba

Turkish:
kancık, kahpe

I did research kay!

Bitch Slap

Contrary to most definitions, the “bitch” is describing the “slap” rather than the destination. A Bitch Slap is a sharp, openhanded, stinging, yet generally benign slap – similar to being slapped by a bitch. When you “bitch slap” someone, you are slapping him or her like a woman would! Scratching, hair pulling, cursing, and crying generally follow a well-placed bitch slap. Beware, this oft-confused term has resulted in many pimps calling themselves bitches rather than describing their abuse. This structure of the descriptor preceding the verb is also used in the “Pimp Slap”. To “Pimp Slap” does NOT mean that you’re slapping someone like you would slap your pimp – rather a pimp slap is to slap like a pimp does

How to perform:
Imagine some bitch just called out your fake Louis Vuitton shoes and hat just to make your baby’s daddy laugh at your cheap ass. Raise your right hand above your head, elbow bent, and pretend you are throwing a baseball like a girl. Open palm comes down in a chopping motion to the cheek and jaw of your victim. Twist your shoulders into the attack for maximum effect.

2007-04-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

GIrls
gosh
some people make our GIRL/WOMEN race a DISGRACE
seriously we have different types of people in this world. well, categories that degrade us. theres:

1. THe slutty clothes wear-er (is there such a word!!!?)
They wear tiny clothes and make us girls look cheap slutty and easy. so much so that guys think were alllllll hookers!

2. The smart chick who acts dumb
Seriously! ive seen this happen infront of my own eyes!
HOW MORE DEGRADING CAN YOU GET?!
Now, we have to sluts walking around and now dudes will have the perception taht we are midless whores! THANK YOU VEry much

i think theres mre but u get the picture.

n chicks
listen up
YOUR BOYFRIEND DOES NOT RULE YOUR LIFE
seriously
Some chicks have this "approval thingy" with their boyfriends, having to ask if theyre allowed to go out wiht who when and why. Or when they wanna do something like get a piercing etc etc. HOW STUPID CAN YOU GET? you dont listen to ur parents and u wanna ask a dude that wont even last long? i mean comon. IT dont make sense. Ure the boss of you. why do u need approval?
ANother thing, when your boyfriend controls who u can and cannot talk to, you should give him a bitch slap!!! XD [ill define a bitch slap...wait yah]
LOL
seriously...
you DONT need anyone telling you what to do!!!
dont give a shit what people think.
its
STOOOOPID

SO GIRLS!
PLEASE
stop it!
STOP DEGRADING US
WE ARE WOMEN
WE ARE STRONG
WE ARE SMART
WE ARE HOTT
WE ARE CLAssY
WE RULE OUR OWN LIVES!
and those of you who dont rule your own life, i think its about time you did.

2007-04-06T01:30:00.000+08:00

Honey's a dead hot dude (=
eheh,school drama's GREAT.
Joan&i cried watching it.
&&we both agreed that if Honey were to be a real dude,we'll fall for her
proves how HOT she is (=
Thanks emmie for saying such a shweet thing
appreciate it

IM A HOTT DUDE
BE JEALOUS

2007-04-06T01:01:00.000+08:00

MY POem
dedicated to two "special people"

Ian H***** is a faggot,
he looks so ugly,
worse than a maggot,
He talks like a sissy,
acts like one too,
he even has very ugly and girly shoes,
'he has a boo,
yes its true,
andre L**** is his name,
and gay-ism is their game,
he wears shiny shirts,
he got nasty hair,
I really pray he gets eaten by a bear,
Or better yet raped in a dark alley,
where he is left to die; all grose, icky and smelly,
did i mention he has a belly?,
All goey ad likey jelly.
Ian and Andrew want to get married,
but sadly gay marrige is not yet permitted,
in our glorious country Malaysia,
The one, the only, the gayest in Asia,
Or so Ian and Andrew think.
Ian and Andrew; what can i say?
they're such a perfect couple, they're perfectly gay,
andrew's the hubby, ian;s the wife,
they both seriously need to get a life,
oh please! stab me with a knife!,
i cant stand anymore gays in my sight!,
not that i have anything against gays,
I understand it is their nature and their way.
I hope you enjoyed my poem today,
about these two guys, Ian and Andrew,
WHo are gay.

I wrote it for two unfair faggot judges =]
thank you thank you
i know i rock

2007-04-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

THings to buy before im sixteen:

1. Red High Heels
Everyone needs a pair of red heels kays! I mean, its a must!
they are just sexy, and go with anything XD

2. A thong
yes, you heard me. A THONG. Ive always been curious how it'll feel. issit like a 24/7 wedgie or issit like cmfortable? so ill SACRIFICE my unddies (wtf) to find out!

3. A bikini
Fine, I know its skimpy and I ain't super slim and I wont be able to pull it off, but hey, I WANT ONE XD I most prob wont even wear it. so...yeah

4. A dress
not just any dress, a casual dress. like dat black and white one in the guess add's *drool* its classy and sexy
I WANNNN

5. Wedges
Yes, I need new wedges. Wedges are comfortable and practical, so yeah

6. Red Nail polish
Yes, BLOOOOODDDDD red nail polish. okok, im into red kay. Its soo...sexy...grr [notty notty]

7. a LOOOWWWWW cut top that shows cleavage
Its a dare to wear this. so yeah, ill buy/wear one. MUAHAHA. Ill go elements and buy. (EMmilyn, if ure reading my blog, and may, if ure reading my blog, we go QB one day and get the low cut top frm elements or nichi or gap or mng mango or SOMEWHERE IN QB la XD)

8. a TINY skirt (5 inches abv knee or sumthing like dat)
Okok, I have a plan kay. I wanna wear this short skirt and like wear wedges BUT with a long sleeved top...o la la. Its like sexy but not slutty...grr aagain XD

9. A long sleeveed top
Read above XD

10. Skinny Jeans
weellll, theeyre hot kay! lets hope i can pull it off XD

I think dats it
so, yeah

DONATIONS OF CASH TO HONEYS CHARITY
CASH ONLY
PLEASE CALL
014 XXXXXX5 (ill discuss when/whre we can meet)
MINIMUM OF RM10
THANK YOU
All PROCEEDS WILL GO TO THE HONEY FUND TO HELP HER BUY THESE THINGS xD

2007-03-22T20:48:00.001+08:00

Death by studies

the end.

thank you

2007-03-18T15:54:00.000+08:00

should I or should I NOT have a

16th birthday party?! =]

2007-03-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

Ok

lemme start by saying

I PIMPED MY BLOG

its PIMPED man

SUPER AWESOME! i know, i rock

N i cut my hair

WOOT

tahts cool rite/??

Yeah, tell me abt it =]

Mum calls me boy, but hey, its all good

THis pic has a concept, its like "i cut my hair with this blade"

cool ei? i tot of it. thank yu thank you XD

2007-02-08T23:28:00.001+08:00

The language of girls is a universal language. I can walk up to anygirl anywhere and have something in common with them. Its soo easy. If i dont meet a fren for like 12 years n reunite with her, I CAN CLICK! that is super awesome because its the language of girls.
Thus we conclude, the language of girls is UNIVERSAL!
Now, after eight long long lonhg years, i finally reunited with me stnd 1 pal Sue Lyn.
She is soo different now, but I still love her soo much!
like i jsut said, because of the LANGUAGE OF GIRLS we were reunited =]
even with Hana, someone i TOTALLLY didnt knw, I could click.
Being a girl rocks, sometimes [girls shud get me ]

Now, there comes a time in life where a girl hs to make a HARD decision. Like, getting married, getting a divorce, cheating on someone, losing her *sniggers*
sooooooo, my time has come
SHud i STRAIGHTEN or NOT STRAIGHTEN MY HAIR~~
its a hard decision!!!
I NEED HELP!
there are like diff straigtenings i can do
the natural one like Reena recommended me
or the
STUPER STRAIGHT ONE
so, i need help
PLS HELP.
ok, taa

2007-01-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

Ok, now im listening to my Brotha scold his lil bro...gosh its scary... its like flashback to when i was lil...

Anyway, remmebr how I'll post if I get good results. Well, I didnt get good results...so...I didn post. But THANKFULLY im in Science one.
WHOO!

When I got my results I was...shock
It was unexpected
and i mean in a BAD BAD BAD way

and since I did so HORRIBLE...i figured i need tuition so im going for Add Math, Chemistry and Physics tuition. Im so exited

lol

I like tuition

I think its fun. Call me a weirdo n stuff but seriously...its fun...

ANNNND im gna be inaugurated soon! wee

PREFECT HONEY!

WEE
i look so kuai kuai mann
...and lemee tell ya...im GETTING A NEW CAMERA!!!!
WHOOO!
SONY CYBERSHOT! AWOOO!
Well, that means i can be more vain. MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
Afterall...i am the princess of vanity =]
BLEk. anyway
gtg now
ill blog when therz sumthing WORTH blogging abt
Yes, i knw this is a crap blog =]
TATa

2006-12-27T15:58:00.000+08:00

Omg. How has life been for me?
To sum it up in one word...BAD
Ok, maybe Im being a lil bit over the top but it sure feels tat way.
PMR RESULTS ARE OUT TOMROW!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHH
AHHHHHH
AHAHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHH
oh...i feel better now.
Im soo panic.
I cant think straight.
My vision is blurr.
My life seems pointless [ok, maybe THATS a lie...but still..]
Gosh, after I take my results tomrow [which Ill be sobbing n tears cz i KNOW i did shit] it'll be like barely a week to school.
Wow.
Another thing to look forward too. Yay?
The ministry is bloooody shit lA! Extending our school hours!
WHAT'S THEIR PROBLEM???
Dont we have enough things to do without u F***s extending the time we spend in the place we [I anyway] hate the most???!! 7.30am-2.00pm n we have extra curricular activities [god knws why!] which I DONT learn aything from. A bloody waste of my precious time which should be spent doing PRODUCTIVE things n not wasted in school "LEARNING".
In RC the ppl there talk chinese. Now, I DONT SPEAK CHINESE! do u think I understand what ure saying? FYI: I DONT! bloody donkeys.
Thn I have religious classes to look forward to! TWICE a week. Yay me?
Aihhh aihh aihh.
98% of the teachers in my school dont even teach properly! I personally dont go for tuition n havent been before. I rely on myself. ME MY OWN SELF. The teachers dont teach. They SAY that they do...but they LIE. They will waste time coming late into class n leaving early n getting paid. Some of them are such pussovers n I wanna get them FIRED. I even was willing to do that petition thingy but my classmates wern't so gutsy. IM ANTI-SCHOOL n bloody proud of it. 94% of the people n my class go...wait...let me change that figure 99% of the people in my class go for tuition [the 1%represents me ] n I think tuition is STUPIDO!
im the first anti school prefect? LOL! thats just WRONG! Im counting down the days I leave that shit hole called school.
yeaAll my fake frenz [most of em] who backstab you the minute...wait...SECOND you turn away. Blahh. SO not looking fwrd to school.

Well, its like the 27th, I goottta start writing my new years resolutions:
*clears throat*
1. I will study harder
2. I will love ME more
3. I will be more polite to mommie n daddie n sis
4. I wnt take part or listen to any F***s gossipin [too much drama]
5. I will lose weight by excercisin n NOT goin on a crazy DIET[they dont work anyway ><]
6. I will get an accesory [ekekeke]
7. ~~I will find the true meaning of christmas~~
Scratch tat!

ehehee. GOne abit mad
ok ill blog some other day.
well
ill blog if i get good results
TATA

2006-12-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

ok ok, it's not as if nuting has been happenin...I've just be lazy to blog. Haha. I have alll my blogs in my HEAD n whn I on my PC I just looooose it all!! it VANISHES!
Now, im in the moood of typin n "bloggin" let me blog!
ok, I just came back from Kay Ehl...that was Fun?? well, yeah it was! I did a WHOLE lotta shopping!!!
Shopping is a simple formula!
Shopping=happy
happy=good
And that is why I AM BROKE!
ok, I went ta KLCC on the first day. I got this super awesome top from Diesel! I <3>

I am a Princess! All shall WORSHIP ME!

THen bla bla bla we went ta my dads frens house. So being the good person I am, I slept~ ahahahhaa! then i got up at 8pm ish n ate dinner there. At11 we went to a club. Now, I only go to R&B clubs or clubs with REAL music! NEVER bhangra clubs! but my mum made this bhangra club sound soooooo exciting, i wanted to n NEEDED to go. n i did! N IT WAS THE WORST THING I EVER AGREED TO DO! THE CLUB WAS BORING!!! OMG! i nearly KILLED myself outta boredom! Thankfully i had a pen n paper n managed to doodle myself outta boredom. well, not totally out of boredom!

My artwrk!

N did i mention! daddy! he danced with a she man. actually the she man danced with him...but...ehehehhe

thankfully we went home. the next day we went ta 1 utama n ate at JOHNNYS STEAMBOAT! yumm yumm yumm!!!! then we shoped a lil...

now, i dont know why malls in KL gotta be so big so i got lost a couple o' times. well, the place was huge *blushes* then we came home! home home home n to end our "holiday" we ate at fishermans wharf. n we ate fish [DURH] n the fish talked!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zLS7QPwCs18

check it out!

2006-11-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

Okok, I havnt been blogging coz...well...noting much has been happenin...I signed up for a breakdance/hip hop class...tats cool =]
But today...the MOST
INCREDIBLE
WOW-za
COOl
HAppENnig
AWESOME thing happend...
.
.
.
.
.
I COOKED!
FIne , fine, i HAVE cooked before....but mummy was always there...next to me...supervisin =]
but this time...no mummie was there...i was alone...in the kitchen..cooking! YAY!

MY MASTERPIECE

i should sooo be a chef =P

2006-11-05T18:27:00.000+08:00

Wow...Life has been preety boring these few days!
hmm...Let me recall some of the things that happend...
I'll Start with Friday...
I went to school as usuall...Then we had to do our "job"...putting barcodes on the SPBT books...Its not a very boring job, but it isnt the most fun either...
After that, we has a spot check in school! That was the highlight of my day. Gosh, I love spot checks when I'm checking people =]. It's SOOO FUN! I found so many weird things, like a handphone fo instance, a denim jacket, wedding cards, leave on conditioner, cd's, celeb books, autograph books, liquid paper...whoo! After that, back to our job...We had a different teacher there and boy wasnt she rushing us! So, to make it faster, I cut the barcodes, Steph opend the stickers, Sarah stuck the barcodes, Wai Teing and Shu Yong sticked the sello tape and Anna cut the sello tape. After a while of sticker stuff being pulled from stephs fingers, they sort-of went numb..and stephanie remarked
"Err, Shu Yong, is there anyway we can pull out our receptors?"
LOL! The blurrness-es of Steph...
I came home after going to gurney [with steph] after buying the prefects farewell gifts...and slept...When i got up...i walked to my bthroom and the light! MY LIGHT WAS WORKING! turns out wehn i was sleeping the electriction came and fixed it! I GOT A NEW LIGHT ! whoooo!!!
Well, thats about all that happend on Friday...
MOving on to SATURDAY!
Well, the day of the prefects farewell...
I had planned my wardobe of coz! I was going to wear the jacket I MADE [yes yes, i rock =P]

Me and my jacket!

lOOK at the DETAIL on my jacket

Wow... I should so be a designer!

ANyway, we went to Hotel Continetial of whatever its called and the food there SUCKS!~

i mean EWW! PUKES AND DIES!

Does the food look good??

Ok, the moment of truth....

Ok, here goes noting...

OMG! EWW! this is like the worst thing ive eaten!

Even Steph couldnt stand the taste!

If you thought the food was bad! the desserts were even worse!

Ro-Zanne and Sarah with the JELLY OF DOOM!!!

Me and THE JELLY OF DOOM!

After that, we played games =] IT wasnt exactly what you call "fun" but it was ok-ok la...

Then, finally! IT WAS OVER!! I went home...well, not exactly! I went to Giant. Sis wanted to buy marshmellowz n sum other crap and mum wanted to buy groceries. I was at the chocolate Isle...Lookin at all the yummy chociez! There was this kid there...around my age...eurasion looking...lets call him, Freak =]...He went to another isle and I was there...looking at Kit kAT, beatrix potter...they have their own chocolate...at that precise moment some one called my name! I thought...how does Freak know my name?!!!

"Haneesha"

So in a haste, putting my that box of chocolate back, I turned to my left...and who would have guessed it! Prem! in GIANT of ALL PLACES! and he was dressed like a 15 year old! HAHA!

FInaly, I went home, slept...n bla bla bla, day endded...YAY

Ok, now TODAY!

I din do much...but I ate straw berries =]

Step 1: Pick a Strawberry!

Step 2: Take the strawberry and put it near your mouth

Step 3: Bite the strawberry

Step 4: Eat the strawberry

Step 5: Do it alll again =]

YUMM!!

2006-10-31T19:04:00.000+08:00

Wow, my day started of crappy...and on Halloween!
I got up in the morning half dead because I couldnt sleep at night...thinking...and thinking and thinking...and thinking...
ANyway, EVENTUALLY I did sleep la, [phew] and it felt as if I just closed my eyes and my mum was waking me up for school. Fine, FIne...I got up...DRAGGING myself to the bathroom.
When I reached the bathroom, half dead, with my eyes close, straining for every little bit of energy...I clicked on my light...
*click*
Hmm...the Light isnt on yet...maybe i accitdently on-ed my heater...or air cond...
I checked it...it WAS the light switch
*click off*
*click on again*
STILL NOTING! At this moment Im freaking out...
ok ok..chill
*runs to mum*
MUM! MY LIGHT! ITSD NOT WORKING! HOW AM I GOING TO SHOWER! OMG! MUM!
Ok, relax...bathe with your bathroom door open but lock your roomdoor so u have at least a bit of light ok?
ok....Why didnt I think of that...
Then, i got smarter...
Why dont I use my handphone light...its bright and at least it'll shine making my bathroom brighter
I was sooo happy at my brilliance...As I was happily showering...
*buzz buzz buzz*
My phone vibrated...making it DROP into the SINK! There goes my light! I was soooo thankful that I had washed all the soap out of my face! If not...imagine the HORROR! CRISIS!
I got out of the shower, wiped myslef clean n checked my phone...
A message? At this hour? By who? how strange...
Premjeet
31-oct-06 06:26
Boo! Happy halloween to you to!
=
Hmm...ok...replying my sms..thanks...
I positioned my phone again...this time...on a slightly higher platform so I could wash my face n brush my teeth...I finished brushing my teeth [gosh they were feeling CLEAN] and started to wash my face...as i was washing...
*buzz buzz buzz*
The handphone fell backward making the light source dissapper! I was standing there with soap In my eye!!! I qucikly washed it off, wiped my face and checked my phone...
Premjeet
31-Oct-06 06:32
k. Im going school now. Bye!
=
Urm...thanks for letting me know...appreciate it...shweet of ya...
Finally, after a LONG STRESSFUL time in the Bathroom, I came out...like a zombie [well, I felt like one! maybe I looked like one too...]
Wore my watch, badges, pinned my hair, packed my bag and I was off to school! yay??? =\
I reached school...SUPER EARLY...I have no idea why...the office wasnt even open yet. I reached at 7.00a.m. haih...Thankfully the prefects room was open! Went there, signed it...put my bag...waited till it was 7.15a.m. then it was off to do my duty...LAME-ness-es!
The bell rang! n it was time for telematch! the most boring game in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD!
The prefects organaised it...man...WE ALL admitted it was kinda lame! Oh well...
After that...i realised there was something small, sharp n fine in m hand...i think its a thorn thing...its still here...I dont knw what it is...kinda hurts...I'll show daddy later ><
Finally! the bell rang! 1.30 p.m....meaning SCHOOL WAS OVER! I thought I could get a quick lnch frm KFC, quickly run into the pet shop buy the hamsters food and reach home by 2.00p.m...but i ended up reaching at 3.00p.m...ONE HOUR WASTED...my precious sleep...
Fine fine, i over exergerate! but, it felt that way...
I lay down on my bed by 3.15p.m. Doing everything needed in 15 mins so I could sleep...ahh...my soft pillow...snoozing into dreamland...alas I was asleep...
*buzzzzz buzzzzzz buzzzzz buzzzzzz buzzzzzz buzzzzz*
ARGH! who dares disturb my slumber!?!!!
*checks phone*
some unknown number was calling...
04658****
31-Oct-06 15:38
I looked at my phone...n left it to ring...I wasnt in the mood for conversations...
I hoped to get up by 6.00p.m. to watch the simpsons...and miracualously...I DID! I DId! no joke!
Of coz it was thanks to my handphone..
*buzz buzz buzz*
oo..an sms...frm Prem...
*clicked n replied*
*buzz buzz buzz*
*clicked n replied*
*buzz buzz buzz*
*clicked and replied*
Phew, I checked the time coz it was seriously dark..my mum closed the curtain...I thought it was 9p.m. or sumthing!
17:57
wait....its only what?! 5.57!!! I CAN WATCH THE SIMPSONs~
I got up...washed up, brushed my teeth and ran to the tv...happy that I was in time...
A re-run... A RE RUN OF AN EPISODE? I watched it anyway =]
I went to my bathroom to shower...dreading that what happend to me in the morning might happen again and history might repeat itself...ahh, for the heck of trying...i clicked on the light
*click*
OMG! IT TURNED ON! OMG! YAY *jumps around*
I had such a goood shower...
I turn on my pc...n came online to blog...about my weird/wonderful/freaky Halloween...

2006-10-30T21:18:00.000+08:00

I slept for 13 hours today! WHOO! frm 11pm until 12 pm..WHOO
Today...I went UNDDIE shopping! My whole day revolved around UNDDIE shoppin! Sure, there were distractions such as Clothes n shoes...but it was mostly about UNDDIES k? I needed some preety ones! Im gna buy MORE and MORE! MUAHAHAHA!
ok, snaps back!
Now, as I was saying about my UNDDIES [im just so happy abt it!]
I bought 3 pairs...I wanted MORE but mum stopped me.

Then, after buying mua BEAUTIFUL UndDies...i bought SHOES! nad laces...YAY

AND with this B.U.M shoes, I got a free B.U.M Keychain!! YAY

Today ROCKED! WHOO!

2006-10-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

Another weird Sunday. Totally different. Kinda cool actually. So many diff things happen to me =].
Firstly, I entered a clog painting competition. Gosh, it WAS FUN! Did I mention i won 3rd? wee XD got this shampoo n stuf...

Before: a LAME clog

Aftr: WOW! Gorgeous!

The gum that brought me VICTORY~

Abit over the edge isnt it...hehe...Emily's Clog n Mizans clog were EQuaLly as GORGEOUS! Im SHOCKED that they didnt win...I met Alex there too...he is sooo quiet...scary...

Emily's Clogs

Mizan's Clogs

The other clogs...

Thn, I went to a party [YAY]. Momens Deeparaya partay!

I admit....it WAS kinda lame at the beginin...i didnt know anyone xcpt Kyle...SCARY! The ice breaker of the party was TWISTER! MY twister!

Darren, some dude n momen playing TWISTA

Kyle's great photography...

And then I joined the fun. I actually played with the girls...but seriously...they were NO MATCH AT ALL! so i played with the guys!

Me, Darren, NFI n Momen

And then, momen n NFI couldnt take the heat! So, they left. N it was just me n Darren.

N THEN I WON!!!

I came home...DEAD tired...n slept by 10.30/11...what a good day...

2006-10-28T15:50:00.000+08:00

Wow, my friday was wicked! It started off by mummy saying,
"HONEY! WAKE UP! ITS 9.30 ALREaDy!"
"Nonit la..."
"Wake up! ure grandma n cousin are on their way!"
"fine fine"
I reluctantly got out of bed...practically CRAWLING to the bathroom. Then, they both came. My cousin is usually like a little devil, yet, he was soooo well behaved yesterday...ate alll his food, listened to whatever i told him to do.

my lil cousin

I came home after a long tiring day of shopping [eh, its hard work XD] and I decided to "chill on my couch. The next thing I knew, my mum was waking me up. I went upstairs had a shower got dressed and went to a "party". It wasnt exactly the most fun I've had but it wasnt that bad either! I met a few people whom I havent seen in a LONG LONG LONG time! That was good. I even met Prem, my friend since standard one [weee]. We usually meet YEARLY [seriously] but we've broken our tradition *gasp* by meeting twice this year. THis dude, HATE to being in pictures so....i took some XD

I probably might get killed for this but, hey, its allll worth it XD

Dad even let me drink at the party XD. My first whiskey. Drank a WHOLE glass. Damn it was good...omg, drinking at 15 *gasp*...o' well, must run in the family...

Dad n drinkz

The food at the party was excellent....damn, Im gna put on weight instead of losing it...

I dont have a sweet TOOTH i have sweet TEETh. im prob gna die of diabeties...

CAme home, half dead due to lazyness [hehe], showered n slept.

I warned everyone NOT to disturb me n let me sleep till well...anytime I wanted to...so I did. I got up at 2.30/3.00-ish in the afternoon. Man, around 12 hours of sleep. WOW...Life is GOOD XD

2006-10-26T13:17:00.000+08:00

If life was my way n I ruled, the world would be a better place. Sometimes I wonder what people are thinking, how stupid their thoughts are, it is as if they're brainless.

I am NOT a people person. DoI look like one? I seldom enjoy company of people who do not understand my superior intellegence XD. A loner...that's what I am. Sure, I MAY like you at first, but I'll slowly learn to dislike you. I dont really like kids unless they're totally cute innocent or related. I HATE bratz. I hate rude kids! I cant stand them. Im usually entertaining them...idiotic...

Sluts, whore, wanna-be's, stupid girls, "frenster girls", the pussycat dolls way of dessing, can't stand them...they make us women look bad...look cheap. Like this girl I know [I wished I didnt]. Such. A. Slut. WHy did she even wear clothes?! Cute freaks...omg...should be killed n wiped frm the face of this earth. [maybe im going to far...] but hey, u gotta be creative...

I hate people who hate me for no reason. I mean, you dont even know me LOSER. If you wanna hate me, let me give you something to hate first...

Not funky ppl who try to be cool are just WRONG. Not ony does it look weird, its just plain WRONG. I am not saying that I'm the coolest person in the world, or the preetiest, or the sexiest, or the fun-est or the ugliest, or the geeky-est or even the smartest! but I am ME! I dont want to put on a show n be the totally nice shweet girl...Im not. If I sulk, I sulk. If Im happy, Im Happy, if im shouty, i shout. I am ME and I will never change. I like this bitchy, obnoxious, kinky, shweet stupid, evil, clever, sad, weird, happy girl that I am! Deal with it. If you dont like me, say it to my face. You dont have guts! Lets go one on one! Wait...Why am I being so rebelious again? hmm...gone abit whack...hehe

My dark side...XD

2006-10-26T02:27:00.000+08:00

YAY! finally...i have a blog! After hours [3 hours or more] of tirelessly searching, i found, i finally found my perfect blog skin. PHEW! Tht was hard work! I am sooo exited to blog. I havent been this exited since...err...idk...hehe. Ill really blog tomorw! im soo tired after all this searching imma sleep d. so, my first blog...WEEEEEE!